And It's a Big Fat +!!

Well, I got back from the store with the test, and I'm scared to death to take it., but took it, and waited an extra five minutes to look at it, and Boy was it Blue!! And an hour os so later Tom called me From Texas to check up on me to say hello and see what's up, and I say coyly "nooothinnn"he says "tell mee"I said " well, I haven't been feelin myself lately and well, I decided to take a pregnancy test, and well, it kinda came back positive"he said " oh really!?" not mad , just more excited and shocked kinda in a way more than anything. like Okayy..so from then on we agreed we were gonna get married soon and made an appointmet with the O/B and got the ball rolling.The next appointment the O/B had was July 11th , so that's when we go.

Feelin' Funky

Ok, so lately I've been feeling a little under the weather. A little sluggish, a little tired. a bit hungry too. But don't know for what. I could be what. I could be coming down with something, who knows? maybe my period's coming.When WAS my period last? NOT GOOD if I can't remember that! Tom's in Texas right now so I can't ask him- He wouldn't know anyway- not that he would make it a point to remember such things-or would WANT to! Hmmm... maybe I should get a pregnancy test to check it out just to make sure...I CAN"T be pregnant! my parents would KILL me! my mom would have a stroke as religious as she is! Well that would be something... all those starss I've wished on to be Tom's wife and to be the mother of his children and it finally comes true? Only one way to find out...