AFP Test Tomorrow..

Tomorrow I'm going for my weigh in and AFP test to test for Downs on the baby and I'm really kinda nervous since in my last pregnancy one of the twins had Downs and a real bad heart problem and they {doctor's} didn't give him any great odds at chance of survival and reccomended selective reduction which is what I had to do. I pray so bad that this time it's not the case because I don't think I'll be able to go through that again. I'm still not over the last one.The chances are kinda goodof getting it again I read since I'm over 35{just over] and I previously had a pregnancy with a child with Downs that another could have it, So I'm kinda freaking out a bit, I'm gonna be pullin my hair outta my head till the test comes back anyway,{which hopefully doesn't take too long-then I get to find out whether I need an amnio or not- {boy I love 2nd trimester testing -NOT -yeah like gettin teeth pulled. well anyway wish me luck!