Bye Bye Buster

Tomorrow My Cat Buster is to be taken to meet his maker. I don't like doing it , but I don't seem to have a choice. He's a BEAUTIFUL cat, But, UHG! what a PITA! I mean., it's not his fault really, he's getting on the older side, and has kidney problems, as well as spite issues, He loves attention, which he gets PLENTY of, But if he would JUST use the damn litter box more! he sems to CHOOSE when HE wants to use the litter box! He prefers my cream rug instead ! and man does my house STINK! especially right by my front door! I mean you go to come in my house and you can SMELLL it even before you come in . I mean thats Embarrassing to anyone who'll come over! - To me I mean! I shampoo the rug, He pees on it. I shampooo it again, he pukes on it- same spot. I shampoo it AGAIN , He pees on it AGAIN,samrespot. AGAIN! enough ALREADY! and where else does he puke? under where DH and I sit at the dining table . and in outr bedroom and the computer room where DH works- never in DS's room or under his seat at the dining table- Cause they're best buds.coincidence? I don't think so . I tried putting him up for adoption, but noone will take him given his age and what he's doing- they said who ever will adopt him wont be as kind and will just put him down. Thomas is very upset about this, But I explained over Mc Donalds today after school {I wanted him to have the chance to say goodbye cause I was planning on doing it today but gotta do it tomorrow after school} that Buster's sick and sometimes we have to do these things for the best of the pet and I don't like doing it and I will miss Buster - He says maybe we can get a puppy or a little cat instead who wont pee on the carpet- not what I was thinking,but like that hes thinking positive,So I gotta do the dirty deed tomorrow..Tom gave me money to pay for it so thought I'd say one last good bye and post a pic of Buster and say my farewells... he destroyed my carpet, and it needs to be replaced because it went right down past the padding to the wood the urines so bad!and heres Buster with his smug looks on his face{ not really- just looks that way- I'm relly gonna miss him- I know I kept calling him a pain with his meowing and all but he really was a good cat - the sweetest one I've ever known...:(} Why do I always get stuck doin these things? I feel like such a monster! and I'm the animal lover dammitt!