October Getaway

We're now in October, and I figured I'd go visit my Dad up in the catskills for a couple weeks after this nightmare has subsided and my heart has healed a little bit. I don't think it will ever QUITE heal completely, as I will forever hold Nicholas deep in my heart and alwayds regard him as my son even though he never got to be born full term-he still was a living being in my eyes-and therefore was a part of me and therefore was my son in my eyes born or unborn. Dad works at the Nursery by his house - fitting as he has the greenest thumb I know! And they are having this Halloween haunted house {or Greenhouse} you might call it where the employees all dress up and make one of the greenhouses a haunted house- sounds cute. Dads dressing up as the scream monster - and there's a Halloween party at his friends house we're invited to - sounds like fun. Just what I need to take my mind off. I missed him so much too- I talk to him on the phone often, but its just not the same- I'm going for a couple weeks so It should be real fun. I can't wait to see him. We get along so great- Like a couple of girls at a sleepover..LOL